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I lost myself. *Fist pump*

I don’t really know who reads this. I guess, it’s a bit like a public diary. Maybe, you all think I’m just a lonely teenager or those wannabe “hipsters” . I can assure you I’m not lonely. (Hehe, maybe I am.) I am different and I have no clue what “hipster” is anymore. Maybe I am “hipster”.  Or am I just typical? Who the heck am I!? Am I having an identity crisis at 14?!  No way, I still have my sanity. (I think) To sum it up, I made a list! (Inner nerd prevails!)
  • Quirky!
  • Nerd
  • Loves reading
  • Hopelessly confused
  • Wacky
  • Random
  • Crazy (Understatement)
  • Special
  • Music lover
  • Hipster? *My definition*
  • Colorful 
  • Writer
  • Utterly boring
  • Believer
  • Dreamer
  • Horrible singer
  • Confident
  • Face spasms 
  • Hopeful
  • Dancer 
  • Complete bitch
  • Attitude
  • Organized

Well, that’s just me. I think you find yourself when you want to find yourself. 

Aliya ~xox~
*Definition of hipster by me: Someone who can be completely different and pull it off. Doesn’t have to find acceptance.

Haters are wasters.

WORST MOOD EVER. NO, I’M SO MAD THAT EVEN HULK WOULD BE SCARED OF ME.  NO, I’M ACTUALLY HORRIBLY SAD. The fact that bullying is still happening makes me furious. You all are too scared to confess and be all “BOSS” in front of your parents and all but, no when it came to me it was a piece of cake… ARGH. JUST AHDKJAHDK No, actually just forget about it. No one takes it seriously. You find it funny? You think you’re cool? GUESS WHAT YOU’RE NOT. GO SAY WHAT YOU SAID TO ME TO YOUR SISTER OR MOTHER. Ohh yeah, you can’t. You all have the guts to say it for 5 minutes when it comes to authority you’re freaked out. In front of an authority figure comes out the low voice that sounds like a mumble, staring at the ground. Where did all the confidence go? YOU ALL ARE SUCH BIG COWARDS. SAY SOMETHING TO ME, SAY IT TO EVERYONE. Some random 13 year old boy said the only thing he’s scared of was getting me pregnant. REALLY?!? NO, REALLY?!?! HONESTLY, THAT KID NEVER CAME NEAR ME AFTER THAT. Serves him right. Since when is everything about sex and babies?!?! I’m so disgusted at people who think they’re so cool when they “tease” (as they call it) some kid.  YOU AREN’T COOL. YOU KNOW WHAT? THE NEW “IN” THING IS TO BE NICE!!! IF YOU REMEMBER WHAT THAT IS, DO YOU?


Thanks for listening 🙂


Inspired or lost? O_o

Are you guys still reading?

Haha, no seriously…

5 DAYS TILL SCHOOL STARTS! I don’t think I have ever been so excited for high school. Or have I? The one thing that I have learnt about high school,  is saying what’s on your mind in a creative manner, can be extremely helpful. And, also never change yourself because of someone else. Because your identity will always be yours. Currently, I am going to Sec.3 (Grade 9) and, I believe the only way you will have an amazing year is if you believe you can make this year amazing. Your high school can be an extremely helpful place, BUT also think about how you can help it. Start a club, a band or a book club. It’s up to you! Be inspired, get creative and be the best at being you! This year, what is really interesting for me is the fact that I am in the middle! The seniors (Grade 10 and 11) and the juniors (Grade 7 and 8). It’s amazing, because I can help the juniors and get help from the seniors. Don’t be scared to ask a question or answer a question. Confidence is AMAZING. And, the most important thing is we all are amazing! Gosh, who knew being a teen could be so easy yet difficult!

Keep Calm and Study On



You pierced my heart! :)


On March 2nd I got my second lobe piercing at Claire’s and it did not hurt at all. I was super happy that my mom allowed me! 🙂 I got my birthstone which is an amethyst. A lot of people say that Claire’s is not a good place to get your ears pierced but I found it quite nice! I cannot wait to get more earrings and play around with my second piercings! :):):)

Till next time,


A festive festivity !

The start of a holiday season!

Christmas is a season where families get together and enjoy the holidays with a big dinner. For many who are religious this holiday represents the birth of Jesus Christ.  Many families mark the day by going to church and singing religious hymns. Due to the rise of commercialism kids are waiting more for their presents than the festivities!

Christmas is a season where parents get ready to juggle cooking, baking and maybe driving out of town relatives to see the city! The holiday season is about spending time with friends and family. But with the amount of advertisements and flyers wanting comes naturally for several young children. These days many children and their families have forgotten the value of the holiday season. Instead of spending time with one another, the highlight is the unwrapping of gifts. This has been the result of extreme commercialism. Yet, many families are becoming more conscious and spend time by helping to bring a smile to those in need.

Instead of always buying a gift, several families have found new ways to celebrate this festive season. Many children make their own Christmas cards and make their own personalized gifts. This allows families to explore their creative and artistic side! With a bit of love and some laughter a beautiful creation can be made in no time!

Christmas can be a time of giving and sharing. Many families help their communities by helping at shelters and regular food banks. A simple gesture of kindness can bring a smile to many faces.

In conclusion, the holiday season is a time to be spent with friends and family. We can all help out in simple ways to bring a festive cheer to the community. Have a great holiday season with your loved ones!

Aliya Varma

* This is an essay practice before the exams!


This long weekend I got myself a Blackberry and it is amazing!!! At this moment I am writing this from my Blackberry and everything is so easy !!!!!!!! But at the same time it is not something that everyone has and I am a 13 year old! And try to get this gadget out of your hand!! I can but I can also find a reason to get it back in my grasp! So I enjoy this amazing gadget but beware it will get you hooked!!!
Bbm u soon. Text u l8er and bye gtg

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 Hey ,
How are you guys?? So I may of not  of written for  super long time but Little Me Is Back From New York!!  SO after an amazing trip from MONTREAL to  NEW YORK then back to MONTREAL then ST.JOHN’S !!!   And then Back to school!!!!! I personally love school but sadly I got bullied but those WEAK and IMMATURE  kids may of made me cry sometimes but guess what YOU KIDS COULD NOT BREAK ME!!!  So this year  I am getting bullied  AGAIN!!!! But this time it is a CREEP when i say CREEP i mean someone who would speak of you in a degrading manner  But apart for one SUPER DWEEB I am getting amazing (in a opera-ish voice) GRADES!! So when you bully someone and you are able to make them cry and you think you ruined they’re whole day they are people who just think you are    L
and of kinda hit rock bottom!! And either way i love who i am and  how i am so beware CREEP Hurricane Aliya’s awesomeness is coming your way and is predicted very soon so keep an eye out for your whole demure to start shaking!!
~xox~ Aliya